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[existandbleed]

+ open rp post, leave me whatever!

+ ronan & gansey are favorites, but I'm flexible

+ contact is safeaslife @ plurk / thatwasdumb#0150 @ discord

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[existandbleed]

Good.

[It could sound like a flat reply, but it isn't. It's careful, the way that he tries not to ask for more than he's given, more than he thinks he's earned, than he has the ability to offer in return. But there's still relief in the single word, in the way that his breath evens. That hum of wanting that only feels permissible with Declan, who understands the sharp sort of creature he is, the deceptions and masks, because they're both survivors.

His fingers brush against the side of Declan's leg- fabric of his expensive slacks a caress against Adam's knuckles- and he leaves his hand there. If it was someone else it would probably inspire a feeling more like jealousy, for the differences between them, that he can risk fine fabric at an Aglionby party. But with Declan it just makes him wish he was more daring. Maybe willing to risk something as blatant as a hand on his thigh, instead of just this slight touch where Adam doesn't take it away.

But for the moment, it's enough. Until Adam wont be thinking of other cars and statistics for distracted driving, and he can wrap his fingers in his tie and want him where no one else can say he can't. If Ronan doesn't want his brother, Adam will happily take him instead, pretend that it's altruism and not greed.]